Mm, you have. But if it was me, I think I'd choose to lose anyway, even if things end up more painful that way. I'm not really one for sentimentalities, honestly, [/may or may not get a reaction from the hypocrisy radar, oops...] but... Regardless of if something happens to a person for a reason or not, it still generally tends to end up changing them somehow. So it'd be disrespectful to favor the outcome where potential possibilities never happen, I think, to yourself and the things that could have influenced you. That 'thing' can be someone else too, after all.
[...
She sighs quietly, her expression-- serene, and smiling a little, but... There's something faintly ironic about it too, isn't there?]
Aha, I'm sorry. I'm making no sense again, am I?
[Hopefully Marisa won't remember this later, haha. ...Provided that she'll be able to get back her memories in the first place, but Ciel's trying to work towards that, even if she IS getting sidetracked.]
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Mm, you have. But if it was me, I think I'd choose to lose anyway, even if things end up more painful that way. I'm not really one for sentimentalities, honestly, [/may or may not get a reaction from the hypocrisy radar, oops...] but... Regardless of if something happens to a person for a reason or not, it still generally tends to end up changing them somehow. So it'd be disrespectful to favor the outcome where potential possibilities never happen, I think, to yourself and the things that could have influenced you. That 'thing' can be someone else too, after all.
[...
She sighs quietly, her expression-- serene, and smiling a little, but... There's something faintly ironic about it too, isn't there?]
Aha, I'm sorry. I'm making no sense again, am I?
[Hopefully Marisa won't remember this later, haha. ...Provided that she'll be able to get back her memories in the first place, but Ciel's trying to work towards that, even if she IS getting sidetracked.]