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[adropofjupiter]

[Ring... Ring... Ring... Ring...]

You've reached Marisa Kirisame, Ordinary Witch. Leave a message after the beep. BEEP

[*giggle*]

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[adropofjupiter]

Yeah... [Marisa nods again.]

[ex_seventh238]

[so far, so good.]

Okay. Now I know this is a bit random, but what do you think of the Post Officer?

[Given Marisa's past experience, she has an idea, but the ice had to be broken somehow.]

[adropofjupiter]

[Hello look of abject terror. In fact, her eyes dart toward her door where part of that one seal is visible beyond the posters covering it.]

[ex_seventh238]

[...Damn. That's a very visceral reaction. Not unfamiliar, either. She won't waste a moment to pull Marisa into her arms, hugging the girl closely with one hand resting gently and protectively on top of her head.]

...It's alright. It's just us, here. You're be fine, and you'll stay fine, okay?

[adropofjupiter]

[Oh the clinging. SO MUCH CLINGING. She's shaking, Mom.]

Don't make me. Don't make me, Mom. I didn't do anything this time. I didn't take anything. I learned my lesson, so please don't make me go.

[ex_seventh238]

He works on a basis of exchange, we all know this. You took what you weren't supposed to last time, so he... extracted a price. It's different, now. [...Clinging on, a little at a time...] He's been going around town, with his sister too. She's a reasonable woman.

[adropofjupiter]

So? I don't want to go near him. No, no, no, no... What did I do wrong?

[ex_seventh238]

I'll come with you. He's a brash and nihilistic sort of person, but he's still human. [...Right, she doesn't really know that for sure, but in a general sense, this works. As terrible as it was, he was still just doing his job, Marisa.

[She quietly breathes out.]

And about that. ...Does it hurt your head again, if you try to remember just exactly what got you into trouble in the first place?

[adropofjupiter]

[She shakes her head.] I stole someone else's packages from the Post Office.

[But the way she says it clearly shows that she's trying NOT to remember anything deeper than just the surface explanation.]

[ex_seventh238]

[The surprise makes it to her eyes, but no farther. ...Huh. So that much of her memories stayed intact?]

What you're missing this time rightfully belongs to you, though. [...Still at a price, but she doesn't need to give more panic incentive, hum.]

[adropofjupiter]

[Certain levels of fear do cut through some things, if only briefly. Marisa wouldn't be able to say what she'd stolen or what exactly happened, but she knew she did it.]

What... what am I missing?

[ex_seventh238]

[She leans back a bit, but makes sure Marisa's still pulled up close next to her.]

What would you prefer, [...] Mari? Losing something you didn't knew you had, or never having had that thing in the first place?

[adropofjupiter]

...that's not a fair question. You totally suck, ze.

[ex_seventh238]

[She chuckles quietly, her demeanor relaxing at the much more familiar sight of Marisa complaining resurfacing.]

Life isn't fair. Sometimes, you have to make unfair choices, and sometimes, unfair choices are made to you. Can you humor me this once, if you really had to choose one?

[adropofjupiter]

[She gets quiet as she thinks on that a moment.]

...guess I'd rather have never had it, than having had it but didn't know I'd lost it.

Cause it's mine.

[ex_seventh238]

I see. So you don't like the idea of losing things: better to have less for keeps, than more to lose. Is it something like that? [the wording can be tricky, it'd be good to make sure.]

[adropofjupiter]

...I've lost enough already.

[Where did that come from? It was laced with sadness, an emotional pain that came from nowhere as far as Marisa could recall. She even looks confused by her own words.]

[ex_seventh238]

[leans against...]

Mm, you have. But if it was me, I think I'd choose to lose anyway, even if things end up more painful that way. I'm not really one for sentimentalities, honestly, [/may or may not get a reaction from the hypocrisy radar, oops...] but... Regardless of if something happens to a person for a reason or not, it still generally tends to end up changing them somehow. So it'd be disrespectful to favor the outcome where potential possibilities never happen, I think, to yourself and the things that could have influenced you. That 'thing' can be someone else too, after all.

[...

She sighs quietly, her expression-- serene, and smiling a little, but... There's something faintly ironic about it too, isn't there?]

Aha, I'm sorry. I'm making no sense again, am I?

[Hopefully Marisa won't remember this later, haha. ...Provided that she'll be able to get back her memories in the first place, but Ciel's trying to work towards that, even if she IS getting sidetracked.]

[adropofjupiter]

...not one bit, ze. Get to the point, Mom.

[ex_seventh238]

Haha, I'm sorry. Basically, I'm saying you should take it back, because it was yours to begin with. If you're really opposed to going personally but do want what's yours back, I can go by myself and see if I can't have it done in your place, as long as I have your consent. [...] But that still leaves one thing, though. Would you want it back, now that you know something of yours has been taken away?

[adropofjupiter]

...why wouldn't I?

[ex_seventh238]

Should I really give you reasons that might encourage you to NOT want to?

[adropofjupiter]

You really don't understand rhetorical questions, do you?

[ex_seventh238]

Well actually...!

[What if her initial question was rhetorical

what if]

[adropofjupiter]

Shut up, Mom.

[Marisa flops on her side.]